You're a Disappointment

I pace my room

Once

Twice

Thrice,

My heart beating in rhythm with my fast paced footsteps,

I’m disappointed and trying to find a reason,

A method in the madness as such,

Everything is predictable and I still can’t make sense of it,

It makes sense to everyone else,

Of course it does,

But to me

To me those words are like an alien language,

Something I can’t quite make sense of but god I wish I could,

I’m lonely

Disappointed

And seething in my skin.

You’re a liar and a thief,

You have no idea do you?

That letter is resting in my hand

Like a laughing hyena it mocks me with its trembling words,

I’m not sure what it is about me

Something seems to scream 
do not respect her 
and god, it fucking sucks.