Okay

I stumble in a field of some of the most beautiful things,

I see your face among the shadows

Like a ghost you fade,

Appear somewhere else,

Maybe even with someone else,

That’s okay,

I’ll say,

That’s okay.

I’m happy for you,

I’ll smile,

And then I’ll turn the other way.

You won’t ask how I am,

I’m not even sure I want you too,

Would you like to hear the soft cries I let slip when my turmoil reaches dangerous levels?

No

You don’t want that noise,

You don’t need the noise.

My heart is bleeding

My mind is grieving,

These tears are simply escaping the clutches of the deathly feeling inside my chest.

I want you to stay

After all, you could become happy one of these days

But what I want never gets heard anyway.

Why do I always do this to myself?

I play with fire

I play and play and play

And it causes burns after burns

And I enjoy the pain.

So take it

Please

Take it with the memory,

I don’t want it anymore,

Nor do I want the blood that pumps around my body,

Take it

Take it

Please, just do me this one favour.